let it go...

"if something happens to our beloved ones...

we need to learn to let it go........."

"cause it's god's fate.."

my tutor said that... and now i try to learn it.. i cannot push them to like me...

lalalalalala~~

noth

ok aq dpat dean's list sem lps fullstop.

bilaaaa....

bila yg patah tumbuh,

yang hilang pn akan berganti...

tetapi..

bila yang tumbuh itu kembali patah

dan

hilang berganti itu kembali hilang???

biler akak graduate.

ehehe.. post ni sebenarnya da lama tertangguh.. huhuhu.

bulan 5 lpas(forgot the date) king g akak nye convocation.. waaa... gah nya...

convocation uitm kali ke 72.. ngan kad nye.. ngan buku-nye... waaa.. mngan king-nye... ahahaha.. actuallu aritu convocation ni nk 2 org je msuk.. (tp yg bijaknya satu family king ikut sekali harung) huhuhu. yelaa... convocation family yg pertama kn.. ehehe.. excited2.. kali ni kn for the first time, king dpat masuk dlm dewan tu.. huhu.. bgga sgt.. yelaaa… dpat msuk kn.. msuk ngan mak.. lalalala…. Huhu.. tgk akak konvo.. suka2..

tentatifnye mula gini la kn..

paginya kn.. sume org excited.. (king pn dgn segala penuh pengorbanannya blek la ke kl mlm tu… huhu.. demi akak nye pasal) siap2.. king pn excited bersiap2.. pkai kemeja paul smith ngan suar jeans.. wow I look very smart,, ecececeh(bgga2).. kitorg gerak dri rumah kul 9 kot.. then keluarla g sarapan.. hehe.. sarapan kat luar.. sdap2.. makan roti canai.. akak yo2 je mkan konon roti satu.. konon diet r kot.. jaga body nk naek pntas..(suka baju kebaya akak.. she looks so nice when wearing them.. I like2) lepas mkan kitorg pn gerak laaa ke shah alam.. one thing kn, tetiba akak ckap, “ko ni nk msuk dewan ke x??” king pn blur… nape?? King x ckup ensem ke nk msuk dewan?? King pn tnye akak, “nape akak?? Razi asa ok je.. ensem je…” pastu akak ketuk pala king… “ bukan laa.. ko pkai suar jeans..” king terdiam……

oh shit!! Lupa laaa kna pkai suar slack.. huhuhu… sian king.. mak sume marah.. in the end kul9 tu kitorg g la kl.. g mydin, kamdar, sogo, hari2 but none of them open yet.. so king pn ckap kat mak swuh laaa mak tgu kat tepi mydin maybe dier buka kul 10.. (hehehe pengalaman membe bekerja byk membantu).. then.. yea!! Dpat suar slack baru n tali pinggang baru.. yea!! They are so light n I like it..(smpai skang king da kurg pkai jeans.. suka slack laaa.. bez2.. before dis I hate it,… now I like it… ehehhee..) then kitorg pn mula sume.. lalalala.. smpai abes.. huhu.. rmai gler student.. waaaaaa… gler r.. klau kat utp berapa je.. huhu… but it’s a very nice ceremony to go… lalalala… enjoy da pix..

my sisters

king disinari mentari pagi..

mama... pgang bunga..

ehehhe.. i like dis pix.. menggoda... ahaha

hehehe.. kemeja yg kemas.. huhu

ini ialah hadiah bunga akak and the invitation card

mama again

di dalam dewan..

pixcha akak full wearing jubah

ehehehe... ni ialah king yang ngada2.. ahaha

i enjoy this caremony very much.... taking da pixcha.. hahaha.. i like...

until...........................

king telah menghilangkan kan handbag akak... NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOB3.. king telah mengalami kerugian sebanyak plus minus 300// sob (akak ilang king lak rugi..) ye laaa.. king kna ganti blek.. sob3

regret it..

there is something.. that has become part of my life and i am not realize it.... ..

to be honest,

when i lose it, i won't know what i should do without it..

and now, yes i lose it..

yet, no more regret.. there's only one way, FORWARD!

gatal..

tetiba tgn ni gatal lak.. aq asa ni entri ketiga kot..

huhu.. tp aq nk gak.. x kesah..

ahahaha.. jap2 entri ni bermakna ni...

huhu..

erm.. smlm aq jalan2 kat area kl.. tetiba nset aq berbunyi..

"alya..." she is callin..

huhu... dier ex aq...

"awk... uat pe??"

huhu.. sdap sore dier...

lama x dgr.. n we talk.... lama.. huhu..

tetiba ase windu lak.. yelaaa.. bila kekosongan ati... mende yg x suke dlu pn jadi rindu.. lalala

ye r... aq bkan FEELINGLESS... n aq bukan EMOTIONLESS...

aq still human... so i have my own FEELING and EMOTION.. nape ko call blek alya..

huk3.. i am human.. lalalalla

stress pas blek melaka?? lepaskan... lalalala,,

Melaka trip?? huh.. napela aq ni bodo sgt... caye ngan janji.. yg aq je beria-iye??

mmg bodo kn.. pastu aq yg saket ati.. huh.. x kesah.. aq saket gak ati...

tp naseb laaa... ada sepupu2.. akak.. pakngah.. yang sgt baek... berjaya menggembirakn aq.. jap2.. nant entry pasal melaka aq uat later k..(mayak adegan bes) huhuhu.. bez2..

ngah sdey2 tu... tetiba ari rabu tu ada org call,

"fakhrur, jom tman aq kuar......"

pucuk dicita, ulam mendatang.. (peribahasa...)

aq trima je... lai.. aq syg ko.. ko tman aq di kala sdih.. huhuhu.. aq sdey... sob3...

huhu... btw.. nk story gak.. aq tgk citere shrek... forever after.. bez2.. tp klau korg x tgk ag.. aq suggest bek jgn.. coz nant jdi cam aq.. ngantuk2.. 3d is the best..

dis is the things we done on thursday:

1. makan kfc ngan lai

2. tgk wyg 3d shrek forever after(suka2)

3. boling.. bez2

kfc.. da abes... mkan kfc,.. beli xmeal... share je... share2... we share we care... sdap2... kurg duit aq abes.. n.. erat silaturrahim.. sdap2

lalalala.. sdap...
boling2.. aq score more than 100.. alalala
bread history.. ni la packaging dier.. menarik.. harga pn murah.. aq suka...(cashier dieer lawa)
da moments..
introducing... lai.....

so mmg enjoy r.. hehehe.. i nearly forget my sadness.. huhu.. syg ko lai...

jap2.. bread history sdap!! lalalala... g laaa.. kat ts... btw the whole scenes of us in in the Berjaya Time Square

erm...aq x suka..! huh!

kekadang kn kita rasa kita mungkin perlu mungkir janji utk kebaikan org laen..

tp kn.. aq nk ckap gak.. aq x suka org yg mungkir janji..

lagi2 bila aq da usaha utk menepati janji yg tlah dijanji bersama.. huh.. menci.!

x reti2 nk kotakn janji..

Mama i love you!

Erk lupa lak nk uat entri pasal mende nih.. hish pe laaaa..

erm.. entri ini ditujukan khas utk mak sy.. kerana :

1. mak sy seorang ibu.. jadi selamat ari ibu(belated laa)

2. mak sy seorang guru.. jadi selamat ari guru

3. mak sy lahir pada 16b May.. jadi selamat hari lahir mak

erm.. ehehe.. ntah laaa.. bulan may ni kn bulan yg mcm plg menghargai mak la kot.. hehe.. tp kn.. taun ni aq kasi mak aq adiah.. meaning yg guna duit aq sendiri laaa... ikhlas2.. ehehhe

ngan kerjesama akak, aritu aq kasi mak aq blouse.. jeng3..

ntah laaa,,

masa sambut rasa cam sayu lak. huhu.. yelaaa... mak da tuer huhuhu.. tp giler r smbutn besday mak kali ni.. nenek siap beli kek secretreceipe ag.. (chocolate indulgence 2 kg) wow.. sdap gler.. puas aq melantak.. lalalala...btw, buat mak,, razi syg mak.. erm.. razi bersyukur kerana mempunyai ibu seperti mak.. berjaya dibesarkn n dididik ngan baek.. lalala... nothing to say,,

I LOVE U MOM...

wake up!

lalalala... epi mood.. dpat duit mara...

enset da uupdate.. enset da beli baru.. yea... bru beli smlam..

murah.. hehehe,. dpat kat kdai kwn.. bru.. abg dier jual anset.. hehe kabel2..

dpat 700 je... siap memory card 4 gb.. lalalaa..

murah2.. meh2 tgk enset aq.. lalala... W705.. huhuhu.. cntik... voice kuat.. wifi, gps.. 3.5 g.. kamera je laaa... 3.2 mp je... huhu.. tp ok laa.. sy syg enset sy.. cantik.. leh tgkap gamba byk2... aahahha

aq da la suka tangkap gamba.. nah enset aq.. first exactly camni.. silver chocolate.. cntik2...

berbalik kpd story..

ntah lately kn.,.. aq asa aq kehilangan diri aq laaa...

tataw.. aq cam kalah kat org laen.. kusut jeh.. huhu

ntah aq cam angau r... ntah emosi laaa.. pe tah...

tp tetiba je kn tdi time mandi tetiba dpat ilham.. ahahhaa

nape la aq bodoh sgt,,, biol sgt... ntah tdi tetiba je tdi tyme mandi...

sdey2 laaa... termenung2... pastu tetiba je dpat idea.. nape x cari len..

ahahaha.. jahat lak., tp ntah daus ada ckap smlm.. there's only one way... FORWARD..

ye r klau syik pikir je mende ni memanjang la kn.. aq je yg pnat.. runsing.. interrupted.. studi x masuk. tah.. ntah2 rilek je kn bebudak tu..

so.. aq yg kna forward.. tp aq kusut lately.. emosi2.. rosak2.. bukan sng aq nk kallah ngan emosi... utk org la kn..

so let thegone be by gone la kn.

jdi skang ni. aq g melaka.. lalala..

saje gedik2 g ikoy pakngah.. lepak ngan kezen2..

and the last la kn.. nk jumpe membe.. hmm membe laa.. aq nk sgt jumpe.. tp dier kata erm...

cam nk xnk je... so.. aq malas. laa nk paks2.. tp xpe2.. aq ada kezen2 ag yg leh maybe make me chill.. so no problem r... lalalala... mals nk pikir.. aq da pnat blek mlaka.. klau nk tensen2 je uat pe jdi.. kna lah enjoy.. ahahha.. sok mest pegi dp.. lalala.. (Dataran Pahlawam) nk jugak.. enjoy2.. week day x rmai org (hope so la kn...) ni pn bru blek tgk nenek.. sian nenek.. sakit.. tp xpe.. razi syg nenek.. lalala.. jap2..

meh tgk gamba bru aq... ngan hp bru aq.. ahaha. new hairstyle... new shirt.. and the new me.. lala..

i miss you..

huhu.. juz for you..

i don't know...

but i am really miss you..

up to u...

ok.. juz an explanation.. to encounter me..

i have had enough..

dats it.

bye.

Got beaten?? Get back up!!

Got beaten?? Get back up!!

Huhuhu.. king suka tajuk ni.. setiap seorang drikita mest pnah hadapi saddest moment in life kn.. failed exam.. broke up ngan awex n etc… absolutely korg feeling down kn?? Hmm

Actually sume ni ialah dugaan yg Allah S.W.T berikan kita utk menguatkn kita.. Allah xkn beri dugaan yg kita x mampu menghadapinya… sume dugaan yg Allah S.W.T berikan kepada kita bersesuaian ngan kita n Allah taw kita mampu menghadapinya,, semua ini adalah untuk menguat kn kita.. jdi sebenarnya bila dugaan tu dtg, terpulg kpd kitas utk menentukan kesannya kat kita. Sama ada kita nkputus asa atau kita take it positively.. its all about us… so sebenarnya ape yg jadi kat kita sekarang sumenye ialah kesan tindakan dri kita yg dlu (tp king x menolak takdir Allah). Huhuhu.. jadi bermula dri sat ini, king nk ajak korg sume tgk positive side of every obstacles and circumstance yg kita terima..

Contoh nya dlm hidup king, king ada beberapa moment yg king rasa btol2 down waktu tu…

1. waktu ayah king meninggal.

2. waktu datuk king meninggal

3. waktu king x dpat spc taun (padahal king layak )

4. waktu mak king sakit truk..

5. waktu king ditinggalkn..

6. bru2 ni king dpat marks fizik yg teramat truk (test 2)

Erm.. tp sume tu akn berlalu.. n kita perlu tabah.. dats it..

huh!

mood aq :

penjelasan yg disalah tafsirkn!

aq bukn nk fight... aq juz nk explain. klau ko asa nk fight..

ikot ko r..

kesombongan???

di sini king ada satu situasi yg hendak dibincangkan..

ada si A dan si B.. Pada mulanya Si A dan si B setaraf n mereka rakan baek la.... bukan lah setaraf. mereka berada pada tahap yg sama.. misalnya.. belajar pada tempat yg sama.. or sama kacak or cantik.. pape je laaa..

n 1 day si a ni dpat la pergi ke sesuatu tempat yang mengiktiraf kepandaian nye, kecantikan nye atau pape jela. meanin tmpat yug lebey baek la dri asal nya ngan si b... tp si b x dpat..

pada mulanya mungkin si A leh berkata xde beza pn.. or kita same je.. or pape jela utk sedapkan ati si B., tp in the end.. si B pasti akn merasa "sedikit" rendah diri... dan akn kurang berinteraksi ngan si A.. iye r... bila dah x sma tarf or kita rendah skit, pasti r rasa rendah diri kn nk tegur org atas kita kn.. n yg si A tu lgsg x cntct si B.. jdi.. si B pn mengatakn si A itu sombong.... and si A ckap.. tidak.. tp byangkan anda berada di situiasi si B, tidakkah anda merasa sedikit kekok atau segan apabila ingin menegur si A.. in the end, klau berterusn bukankah relationship itu akn musnah?? kerana sesuatu yg begitu simple..

mende ni slalu berlaku kat sekeliling kita kn,. maybe kita juz cx perasan.. so pndanglah rakan2 yg kita tinggalkn or yg berada di bwh kita... tegurlah or do sumtin utk elakkan hubungan itu musnah... huhu... yelaaa.. maybe kita x perasan tp lama2 kita kn tertanya2... akn punca rakan2 kita x tegur or pape je la kn.. jadi.. fikir2 kn lah..

Hidung x mancung pipi tersorong2??

Pnah x korg rasa camni?? Huhu.. sebenarnya..mende ni slalu jadi kat sekeliling kita… misalnya la kn… si A ni minat kat si B.. si B nil eh la kata lawa segala macam comey sume lah… n si A ni bese2 je… semestinya si A ni akn merasa rendah diri kn.. huhuhu,, ni la fenomena yg slalu berlaku.. tp persoalan nya, perlukah si A merasa rendah diri?? Erm.. x perlu kot bg king.. coz.. bg king, everyone ada kelebihan sendiri.. jdi walau ape pn yg kita xde.. kita seharusnya berbangga ngan diri kita… jdi sebenarnya… sume org setaraf jdi xde istilah hidung x mancung n pipi tersorong-sorong dlm hidup kita ni.. juz budaya je yg melebih2 kn nye.. tol x?

my family!!

This is my family.. yea...a mak sy... adik sy.. kakak sy.... sy... n bapak tiri sy...

my sisters...yea.. ni kezen king yg plg comey..
ni mama sy..
Ryan el- Hakimi
eheheh.. guess who..
yea.. siblings..
masa raya... yea
hehehehe.. smbungan....
ini ialah keluarga king...

jawapan tag queen gedik..

ye aq da buat pe yg ko swuh queen.. tp nape gamba ko yang kuar ni.. ish3 dasat..

nk citer skit la kn..

1. ini ialah queen g...(gorjess or gedik) korg pilih ye

2. gamba ni masa tgh kuar kat ipoh ngan dier, mimi, syu n u.

3. gamba ni kat kdai makan yg kitorg salah pilih.. minum air je.. dala a'la carte xde

4. cuba tgk bibir dier, dier suka buat camtu

5. dulu dia pnah kawen ngan sy.. skang da divorce in fb.. ahahha

6. gamba ni ditangkap oleh bibik sy.. (nama perlu dirahsiakan)

lalalalala...

is it?

just now someone ask me..
are you single and available??
then. i answer yes.
then that person ask me again.
is it true?
i said yes.. because someone dats i belong to had let me go..

utk sesape je yg kaitan.. huh

hey u.. today rite now, i am here for u..

always be here for u until one point. remember,

until one point,

i already had enough of u,

i won't be here for u anymore fullstop.

ngade2 smalam.. nex pixcha...!

Atas permintaan queen gorjess.. neh sy upload kn pix sy smlm utk dier.. heheh enjoy!

Formaliti itu penting.. zass..!!

meh kita tiru si queen gorjess tu...

ni pose king ensem.. hahak..

Sy x wape nk enjoy dinner smalam.. tp sy enjoy tgkap gamba.. dadada

sux!

Test fizik tdi mmg SUX!

ipoh rempitan...

ermm.. nk citer ni... ehehehe
pg tdi... bgn tido.. tetiba je dpat msg..
"wei sok tman aq amek moto kat ipoh" ejie
pg2 king da carut.. wtf?? huhuhu.. king pn bgn la siap2... naseb arini xde claz.. coz dr.m b tazkirah kn.. hek3 holiday la utk king.. yea...
dtg bilik ejie.. ngan dier da siap.. aleh2... tido ag.. pe daaa.. sengal giler... ye2 swuh aq siap smlm.
kami pn bergerak la ke ipoh..... dudududu.. nek bus... smpai la kat pejabat pos.. amek laaa moto.. tp... dier nye plate kat dpan patah.. waaaa.... abg posmen tu ckap leh claim.. tp kna repair dlu.. ejie ni pn pe laaa..
15 ringgit je pnn.. p la jalan dlu... bru repair.. dier nk gak repair dlu.. aq pn ikot laaa.... aleh3 kat ipoh cari 11 kdai.. x jumpe pulak kdai yg jual mende tu.. naseb kdai ke 12 tu ada,, tp kn.. nape org kat ipoh ni meaning peniaga dier laaa sombong giler,... ada kirorg tnye... dier uat muka bangang.. aq panas r... hmm.. naseb ejie ni pattern penyabar gak... kami habiskn masa dkat 2 jam nk cri kdai tu.. ngan sesat nye lagil.. huh... cri bank da sekian sesat... mkan mcd pn da sekian sesat (aq benci pondan mcd kat mcd tu.. geli aq huh) pastu balik la pejabat pos tdi (pas 2 kali tawaf area yg sama cri medan kid).. mmg ssat aq arini.. pastu g la claim... then kami pn nk la balek.. tp.. tp... tp.... kami xtaw jalan. ahahahah... mmg lawak.. ahaha.. naseb abg pejabat pos tu baek.. kasi petunjuk berupa peta.. ahaha.. aq ada peta.. ahahaha.... akhirnya setelah sesat sepanjang hari.. kami pun sampai la ke utp... ngan keadaan aq yg kna buttache. aduh sakit bontot king jadi rempitan arini.. hahahaha...

not forget.. tdi king ada beli helmet.. ehehe.. tp xde moto pn... saje nk sng nant nk tumpg ejie.. hek3

alive!!

hmm.. dadada,...
yea! king da ada semangat.. ehehhe
smlm sdey.. tp ari ni king bgn ngan pnuh smangat..! ehehe
erm.. king dgr lagu ni... tetiba jdi semangat pg nih.. POD=Alive.. hik3
suggest la kat korg.. klau korg rasa down ke... pape ke.. try r dgr lagu tu.. mmg r da lama sikit.. tp boleh kasi korg semangat.. siryes..
but....

i still miss her... miss da way she talk.. n da way she make dat bee stung lips.. hehehe.. these is the little things that still can't be helped.. imy dear :(

erm..

erm.. g kelas.. cam xde mood...
still in sad mood :(
ling amek r lagu hujan tdi tu...

smalam dan hari ini..

erm... smalam.. dier ada lg kat sebelah sy.. berborak2.. cakap2.. maen msg.. call...
smalam dier marah sy...
smalam.. sy pergi kafe usm.. tgk sebelah.. dier ada... pergi kafe v1.. tgk dia ada sebelah sy.. xnk makan katenye.. pergi tutor.. dier ada sebelah sy... pergi mana2 lah.. tgk dier ada sebelah sy.. sy pegi joging.. dier ada gak sebelah sy.. tp tu sume semalam..

hari ini.. semua tu dah xde... xde lagi borak2.. gurau2.. lepak2 mesra... yg tgl hanyalah telefon bimbit sbg utusan.. tu je... hari ini.. sy pandang kat situ.. kat lecture hall.. kat depan... dia xde.... saya pergi kafe v1... tgk sebelah.. dia xde.. pergi kafe usm.. tgk sebelah jugak.. dier still xde...sy pergi lecture.. nape rasa cam x kna... sy tgk dia dah xde kat tempat dier slalu duduk...

tp sy... sy masih kat sini... still pegi makan kat kafe v1.. kafe usm.. still pegi lecture.. tp dier xde... tanpa dia disisi... :(

......

wat??? go to hell???
ok fine!
dat's it..!

king is alwiz king!

hahaa.. saje je nk post wlau pn x wape nk paham nk tulis pe...
erm..
king rasa cam king kna ada kapel laaa...
huhuhu... sape nk kapel ngan king?? meh mari rmai2...!

for my ling2...

king in love???hek3

Gavin degraw... -- i'm in love with a girl
So many people gonna say that they want you,
To try to get you thinking they really care,
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one who has put in the time and you know he's gonna be there,
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it,
Don't let nobody put you down, who you're with
Take the pain of protecting your name, from the crutch to the cane to the high wire

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her,
Took my sweet time when i was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when i wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl(I'm in love with)
I'm in love with a girl(I'm in love with)

Out the many broken back doors and windows,
Through the valley of the love of the lost,
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down
from the thrones without needing any windows,
But you found inner peace for the moment,
The moment was over in time,
Then its gone the hit and run the dipless one has a short life

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when i met her,
Took my sweet time when i was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat it better right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when i wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl(I'm in love with)
I'm in love with a girl(I'm in love with)

Gonna tell you what you do to think you practice what you preach,
Now i know there's nothing we can't reach,
'cause the heart can't erase once it finds a place to be warm and welcome,
To be held in shelter

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her
Took my sweet time when I was bitter
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right
Give me that feeling every night
Wants to make love when i wanna fight
Now someone understands me
I'm in love with a girl(I'm in love with)(x3)
Who knows me better
Wants to make love when I wanna fight
Now someone understand me

Hehehe.. king in love?? Yerp2 king in love skang ni.. ehehhe.. tataw r.. king mmg ngah in love ni… cuba r hayati lagu ni.. hek3..mmg btol la… king ngah in love… nk taw x kesah can ne king leh in love ni???it start with…
Once upon a time………..
Masa mula2 king msuk utp ni… segalanya bermula… utk sem first ni kitorg kna beli buku physics foundation and etc… so king ada lah sorg membe ni.. dier ckap kat king.. dier leh tolg dpatkn buku fizik utk king ngan harga murah… 30 inggit je klau x clap r… pastuh dier ckap tp king kna teman dier amekkn buku tu kat v2… ye r buku tu berat kn… (sebenarnya dier malu coz member dier tu rmai2 pempuan.. saje je ngada nk ajak king.. ye r malu..) n king pn tman la dier p amek buku fizik tu kat kafe v2.. smpi2 sana king jumpe la ngan member dier ni.. pergh bwk satu kroni… pastu dier knal kn la king kat member dier.. waaaa….. memula tgk huuu…… dah terpana.. hek3.. ntah rasa segan tetiba.. tataw nape leh kat membe dier nih…. Hek3… di sini la pertyemuan pertama kitorg.. hek3… nant la y glen tu king continue next time r.. hek3

sad,,,, :(

mak...!!! razi nk balik... huhuhu...
sdey sgt ni.. tapi xleh kasi taw mak.. nant mak sdey... huhuhu
so sad.... duit tgl 2 ringgit je ni.... tp.. kad atm ilang.. huhuhu.. sob3.. ada org rembat nih,, sdey ni mak,.... xde uit lgsg ni.. tgl 2 inggit je.. utk makan smpi jumaat.. nk blik ari jumaat,, kna beli tiket.. tiket 20 inggit.. xde duit.. mak.. camne.. huhuhu.. akak... tolong... huhuhu.. kna balik gak mgu ni.. klau x blik.. next week mmg btol2 kering.. sob3,,, next week xleh mkan klau x blik.. huhu.. but how??????????? sdey nih.. huhuhu... kedit tgl 16 sen..tolg,.... huhuhu.. naseb ada krdt advance.. tu yg tgl 16 sen.. tolg mak... huhuhu.... aq nk gtaw mak.. tp takut mak isau.. ouuuhhhh!!! my mind is seriously messy now..!! huh

down..

feelong down today.. don't know why.. juz feel it..

masa depan??

Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten

I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines, oh yeah yeah
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way oh, oh

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins


Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

The rest is still unwritten

Hidup kita ni kn sebenarnya macam sebuah buku…… ter pulang la camne kita nk corak kn nye kn.. kita nk jadikn nye cantik or kita nk jadikn nye penuh ngan contengan yg x bermakna.. yela.. kita umpamakan hidup kita ni mcm sebuah buku,.. buku yg kosong mungkin… buku yg kosong ni boleh jadi mcm2 kn… fiksyen, jurnal, imaginative n mcm2 ag kn terpulang kepada penulis.. jdi sebenarnya kita boleh mengubah buku ni kepada apa yg kita nk.. kerana kita penulisnya.. jadi sebenarnya kn sekiranya kita dah buat kesilapan dlm kehidupan kita… masih belum terlambat untuk kita mengubahnya.. kerana semuanya pada masa hadapan masih belum terjadi dan kita boleh mengubahnya… sepanjang hidup kita, kita sentiasa terbuka kepada suasana kehidupan yang pelbagai.. baek yang buruk mahu pn yang baik.. kehidupan di u.. sekolah.. memacam ag laa.. jadi sebenarnya kan, siapa yg mencorakkan nya?? Kita ke org laen?? Fikirkan lah.. sama lah ngan masa depan kita.. sebenarnya yang menentukan masa depan kita?? Kita ke parents kiyta?? Parents hanya sebagai panduuan. Laennya terpulang lah kat kita nk mencorak kanya kn.. jadi.. kita x boleh terlalu bergntung kepada diorg.. can ne kalau diorg xde?? Canne kita nk idop?? Tu yg ptt kita fikirkn sebenarnya.. jadi berbalik kpd hidup kita.. sebenarnya.. kita x perlu sembunyi kn diri kita yg sebenar.. xde org laen yang boleh jadi kita… kita sendiri adalah unik.. jadi.. perlu ke kita jadi org laen?? Dalam mencorakkan kehidupan kita ni.. semuanya sudah tersedia di hadapan kita… inspirasi.. idea n macam2 laaa.. kita hanya perlu mencarinya.. n melakar kehidupan kita mengikut kehendak diri.. bukan ke itu lebih baek?? Kerana.. bakat kita.. kelebihan kita… usaha kita.. minat kita..(rahmat ALLAH) sume tu yg akan menentukn keberjayaan kita.. jadi perlu ke kita bergantung kepada org laen?? Perlu ke kita menjadi org laen?? Utk memuaskan hati org laen?? Sebenarnya kalau kita memuaskan hati org laen, kita bukan mencorakkan hidupp kita.. tapi org laen yg mncorakkannya.. sama la ngan konflik course n parents.. parents nk ni n kita nk tu.. jadi.. cuba kita fikirkn, yg akan hidup seterusnya kita ke org parents?? Bukan nk provoke parents.. tp.. cam tu lah.. coz ni masa depan kita… kita yg nk keje .. kita yg nk idup.. jadi… terpulanglah kat kita utk menentukan nya… jadi.. klau kita pernah membuat kesilapan.. renung2kanlah.. masih belum terlambat utk kita mengubahnya.. kerana semuanya masih belum terjadi.. n masih belum tertulis dlm diari hidup kita…

pixcha..

caiyok2!!

arini ada reunion mas.. kul 8 setengah... tp kul 9 bru aq bgn..
rasa cam mals je nk g.. penat nye kaki smlm jalan trase ag.. huk..
tp kn.. arini... ling2 aq maen futsal rugbi.. yeah!!!!! caiyok2 my ling2 hehehehe... nant hby dtg.. pkai t-shirt smlm.. ngeh3.. comey pe t-shirt tu.. hehehe.. juz 4 u. btw, gudluck chemi student foundation!!! hahahaha...

kaki nye nota,
ling2 or bby = queen nurul
bibik mi= mimi

do we alive??

Alive
Everyday is a new day
I'm thankful for
Every breath I take
I won't take you for granted (I won't take you for granted)
So I learn from my mistakes
It's beyond my control
Sometimes it's best to let go
Whatever happens
In this lifetime
So I trust in love (so I trust in love)
You have given me
Peace of mind



I feel so alive
For the very first time
I can't deny you
I feel so alive
I feel so alive
For the very first time
And I think I can fly (fly)

Sunshine upon my face (sunshine upon my face)
A new song for me to sing
Tell the world
How I feel inside (Tell the world how I feel inside)
Even though it might
Cost me everything
Now that I know this
So beyond, I can't hold this
I can never
Turn my back away
Now that I've seen you (Now that I've seen you)
I can neva look away

Now that I know you
(I could never
Turn my back away)
Now that I see you
(I could neva look away)
Now that I know you
(I could neva
Turn my back away)
Now that I see you
(I believe no matta
What they say!)

Ehehe..lagu ag.. aq mmg suka citer pasal lagu nih..
Sepanjang idop kita ni… pnah x kitabersyukur yg kita masih hidup?? Mest korg jwb penah kn… (padahal wape kali je pn).. hmm sebenarnya setiap ari kita tgk kn.. mest ada morg yg merungut2 pasal tu la ni laa.. mmg la x salah nk merungut kn.. tp.. pernh x kita fikir kn pasal mende yg kita nikmati?? Contohnye… nafas kn.. mm.. parents.. family.. kwn2… tp likewise.. manusia ni kn ssh nk bewrsyukur.. so mula r merungut.. tp, bukan ke kita sepatutnya bgn pagi… n smile.. n tarik nafas… say Alhamdulillah.. kita perlu bersyukur ngan pe yg kita ada…. Kerana…. Ketidak-syukuran akn buat kita asa kita ni yg plg teruk.. tp pernah x kita tgk… kita sebenarnya masih ada parents… dri mereka yg xde parents.. still ada kwn2 yg stia mendengar masalah kita.. dri mereka yg lgsg xde kwn.. kita still ada anggota badan yg sempurna.. dri mereka yg tidak.. n da last but most important kita still idup dri mereka yg tidak… jdi.. bukan kah kita sepatutnya berfikir tentang pe yg kita ada dri merungut tentg pe yg kita xde… say Alhamdulillah.. it will make us feel better… so look back to wat we have rather than think about wat we do not have…

outta..........

g ipoh parade juz now ngan set2 nurul.. hohoho..

first time nih... hmm.. ipoh ni mmg serabut gak eh.. byk giler org... tp tah laa.. x wape selesa cam kl..( kl ttp bez)..

memula pegi kul 11.. tgu nurul abes klaz.. ajak daus.. n dier nk g.. tp klaz dier abes lmbat.. so.. xleh la kul 12 bru abes.. smpi sana dlm kul2 ,. so nk uat pe?? (ada org ckap kat aq)...

then.. g la ipoh.. memula naek bus.. bapak r.. bas tu xde aircond,.. panas seh.. hmm... hahhaa.. b4 tu ada adegan lucu kat bus stop ngan pakcik2 pmotong rumput.. haha.. btw.. dlm bus tu sian kat mimi.. dia kna duk ngan sorg mamat ni.. dah la tggi gabak.. duduk lak 3/4 ksrusi.. dah mimi duk sikit je.. ahaha.. sian dier.. pastu mamat tu selamba dek je tutup tingkap.. dah tgl mimi kepanasan.. hahaa.. sian bibik aq.. smpi je turun kat green town mall.. nurul my ling2 jdi tour guide,., hehe.. she really nice as a tour guide.. hahaha.. laen kali bwk keta ko la drive yer nurul... n then lapa giler.. tp.. slah pilih kedai.. x dpat makan.. kedai tu da la x jual masakan panas.. air lak byk ais.. mahal lak tu.. tp kn.. ipos ssh la nk cri makanan.. hmm... btw lpas2 tu bese je kitorg g ipoh parade.. n jeng3.. aq beli t-shirt kapel ngan nurul.. yea2.. so sweet.. aq syg nurul.. dadada...blek je ostel.. mmg wallet aq kosong... bwk 20 hinggit... blik 0.. ahaha.. first time weh.. aq blik dri kuar xde baki.. bese mest ada plg kurg singgitl.. hmm... btw.. i hav a nice day with gals.. hahahahaha

org laen??

"I Don't Want To Be"

I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned!

Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situation-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be

hmm.. pnah x sometime kita terfikir nk jdi org len?? mest pnah kn.. tipu la kalu x nah..

kekadang kita ni manusia mmg susah nk puas hati ngan pe yg kita ada.. pastu mula lah mengikut org laen.. cuba menjadi org laen yg bukan diri kita sebenar.. bgus ke jadi org laen?/ mmg la bez bila org suka berdamping ngan "kita" kn.. tp camne biler diorg taw sape kita?? hmm mest x bez kn.. sama la cam plastik kn kita ni.. sebenarnya kita dah diciptakan sempurna kn.. so watpe nk jadi org laen.. maybe diorg jdi plastik ni sbb nk org suka kot.. tp for what?? bukan ke lg bgus klau org leh trima kita yg sebenar.. kn ag bgus.. xde pnat2 jdi org len.. hmm.. sbb tu r ada nye masalah gothic n wat so ever.. sbb nye.. mereka2 ni.... masih blum dpat mencari identiti diri.. n terperangkap utk dpatkn lbey perhatian.. tp.. cuba kita muhasabah diri kita... n cari kelemahan kita n perbaiki.. bukan ke tu lbey baek dri menjadi org laen.. hmm.... fikir2 kan lah.. mungkin dlu aq pn cmni gak.. sbb nk cri perhatian... tp bila kita fikir2 kan sejenak.. x guna kita jadi org laen... sbb ia nya mmg memenat kn..

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erm.. first post??

erm... alhamdulillah.. dpat gak aq uat blog nih.. ngan sokongan nurul n bantuan ash.. akhirnya yea!!! blog ni dah sedia siap.. hohoho